I failed miserably yesterday. I'm not even entirely sure how many pieces of pizza I had. All I know is that when I left my uncle's house, my stomach was hurting so bad.
Today, was better. Definitely under 1000 calories, but still more than I was suppose to.
I think I'm going to start planning my weeks on Sunday evenings. I can plan on what I eat and what time I eat so that I am making sure that I am spreading out my calories across the day. The ABC diet is a lot harder than I thought it would be. It doesn't help that I have almost no self control.
On top of that, I think my depression is coming back. This morning I woke up in a good mood. I had a small calorie breakfast and was able to watch some of my DVR shows. But sometime around the afternoon when I went to head into town, I realized that my car had no gas. My little sister was the last person to drive it and forgot to tell me that there wasn't any gas left. I started bawling. I called my dad freaking out because my sister was so stupid not to tell me. I think I might have to head back to the doctor to some more antidepressants.
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I have to keep going on this diet. Just take it one day at a time. I'm so tired of being at the weight that I am. It's making me depressed.
I would be pretty mad if i was in your position with the car! Thats enough to make anyone feel crap! If you feel like you need pills, you should definatly go to your doctors sweetie, the diet will work soon enough, just give it time and don't give up xx
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